Let’s go on a drive/shopping with me!!
Oct 19, 2018
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this is my story and welcome to it good
morning I don't have any clue what is
going on with my phone today but it is
not letting me upload my video I have
been trying but ya know anyways I just
wanted to check in with you guys
how'd you know that we are on our way to
run a few errands and then we've got
some honey we got a few things we got to
do today so I just definitely wanted to
check in with you guys know we're doing
we're doing good living life but so we
just have a few things we got to run and
do and then from there I my glasses came
in whoa that was so fast like so fast so
I'm really excited because I get to get
those back so we'll go to Costco and
pick those up today and then other than
that I don't really think we have a
whole lot on the agenda so I do want to
stop at Walmart at some point I think if
we have time and go get some more of
those vitamin orders I really liked him
I really really really liked him so I
definitely want to go get some more of
those because those were just like they
quenched my thirst and I really you know
cuz sometimes it's you know I like
having mine in my soda water the one
that tastes like soda I love having that
but sometimes it's nice for like just a
change and these ones there they don't
have that carbonation so it's nice to
have that change of not having the
carbonation all the time
so I definitely want to stock up on that
so I think next month I'm gonna go and
get like $30 worth I know that's crazy
but like $30 worth and just stock up on
them because they don't go bad and well
I shouldn't say that because
Snapple wasn't supposed to go bad either
but it did but anyways so I figured that
next month I will when we go to do our
big like our actual big grocery shopping
then I'll go and get more but for now
I'm just going to get a couple to make
it through that through the month and
then go from there so anywho that is
what our plan is I think for the most of
the day I hope you guys are having a
really good start to your guys this
morning it's 11:15 here and it's 53 it's
supposed to get to I want to say like 80
roughly 75 80 I think so I'm hoping that
it will stay you know I don't mind
actually this weather is better because
even though it's warmer it doesn't feel
like it so it's nice to have that change
of season and so I am loving this
fallish weather my glasses are driving
me bonkers because they're dirty and I
can see all the specks in them but I
have to do because I cannot clean it
right now so anyways this is kind of my
town this is West Salem where we're
driving right now just to give you guys
kind of an idea of where we live oh my
gosh there my husband hates tic
he's like whoever created stick is just
oh my gosh I'm like well there's people
that actually prefer stit rather than an
automatic which for me I drove stick and
I think I could drive it if I had to
like come to like an emergency I could
probably do it I would probably kill it
every two seconds but I can do it
but I was trained to drive a car on a
stick
in 30 minutes and was left with a stick
shift car and I'll never forget I had
barely just started driving to begin
with and my brother is the one that
taught me how to drive it and he
literally took me out 30 minutes and was
like here this is how you drive stick
and I'm like are you kidding me
so he left me to try the stick by myself
and I killed it in the middle of a
really busy intersection here and I got
scared I ended up I ended up selling the
car on the side of the road to the guy
that helped me get it off of the off of
the intersection and I was like I'm done
you can have it for a hundred bucks you
want my car for a hundred bucks you can
have this cover in a box and I sold my
stick Carver a hundred dollars whoo and
then like couple days later I seen the
guy driving and I'm like how did you get
it to work he's like it was just a
couple excuse me it was a couple of
strings and stuff that needed to be
attached and other than that that was it
I'm like oh my gosh that's it like to
the battery that's it and he's like
that's it I'm like oh so yeah it was
pretty interesting but for the most part
it was all good but I don't
like stick it's there - don't you
complicate it for me too much for me to
think about I think is my problem like I
when I Drive I have to concentrate
because if I don't then I am clearly
going to not be paying attention and
something's not gonna happen right so
for me I have to make sure that I am
paying attention trying to get that on a
better view for you guys but I just
figured you guys would like to see kind
of my talents so I figured well I will
just flip the camera around and take you
guys for a little Drive you guys so
we're here at Michaels
and I'm looking to get a I think they're
called crickets circuit circuit did you
find somebody if any of you guys have
one could you guys let me know which one
you guys suggest there's that one I mean
there's also good cameo holes like
here's the air Explorer - and I know
that this one you can do self on like on
your phone I just wanted to show you
this is what is in the Mickey so it
originally is 250 but it's on sale right
now for to 29th at Michael's this is the
the one that I am gonna get eventually
we'll put it in
maybe deity stuff but that doesn't do
I'm gonna look that one up I'm gonna get
the name of that one as well but this
one isn't on Solomon's 400 big
difference but yeah true okay so I just
wanted to get them going towards I just
wanted to kind of take a little glance
at this stuff so look at all the colors
with you can get to do your this is all
amazing and then these ones just the
single ones are really good price too
so anyways I just want to show you guys
kind of what I am looking for if any of
you guys have one if you guys could let
me know how you guys like it I would
appreciate it as us
come on you guys come on
once so here minute family yeah come on
you guys yeah I am going to cover this
right here babe
otherwise someone's gonna be wanting to
shop whoops sorry it's right come on
you got to put that up there what is
that does she give it to Daddy let's
look at these all so pretty
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what do you see what do you see
she thought the pumpkins were oranges
earlier I was like no so yeah not too
pumpkin yeah yeah hey come on let's go
this way
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just 74 come on you guys yeah you gonna
eat it does this have a price tag on it
see you posted on that one oh phone come
on let's go okay come on you guys come
on come on don't run don't run I don't
want you to fall hey come on you got
your horse ee that's not safe s rough
okay come on Omar
come on okay yeah hmm movable bomb so
that kind of gave you guys an idea of
what I'm looking for cuz I really would
like a cricket I really really do they
are on sale right now like I was saying
but on Amazon for 289 so I have to go
home and do the math on it because on
Amazon there 289 but you also get a
combo pack which comes with some vinyl
and it comes with the tool set which the
tool set alone is 15 dollars here it's
$14.99 so I mean if you do the math on
it
the combo deal even though it's 289
might be a cheaper deal but I want to
check out the other cricket one that
they have the cricket maker and I want
to see because I mean if you can't like
get online with it and stuffed and
obviously that's not going to be the one
I want because I need the one that I can
link my phone to it because clearly
there's gonna be days where you know if
I'm out and I don't have nothing to do I
could be sitting there we're working and
then once I get home I can connect it to
my cricket and just print those things
off so it's just uh not sure exactly how
I want to do that just yet
but definitely definitely definitely
there is a lot of aspects to both of
them so I'm gonna do a little bit of
research on them see which one I really
really like and then maybe maybe my
husband will buy it for our anniversary
I'm gonna add that in there
but anyways okay you guys I will check
in with you in a little bit we just got
in the car from Michaels so we're going
to go and I don't know what I don't know
if we're gonna go home or not but
anyways I will check in with you guys in
a little bit
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okay so we are just getting home I had
to pick something one of my DIYs I'm
still still trying to fix these things
um anyways so my kids filled it with it
they already took over the once good
watch out one more move it out of the
way move it thank you
um anyways sorry baby so I wanted to do
a little update on Rudy squirrel so we
call to check on him see how he's doing
and they informed us that they were
getting him ready for surgery because it
was a fix that they could have done so
they were getting him prepped and ready
for surgery and he passed right before
they started the surgery they said that
they think that he had had the broken
leg for quite a while it was a broken
tendon I think they said so
anyways they think that he had it for a
while he was under nutrition so they
said that they did all that they could
but they just there was no saving yeah
so that was pretty sad my husband
actually took it pretty hard so anyways
I just want to fill you guys in with
that and then here let me show this is
rose new horsey she got from Michaels
you know daughter can't go somewhere
without something and then oh my god you
got a new car set thing and actually
today was the first day
that we let the kids walk through the
store by themselves without being in
cards and I will have to say that it
actually went really well and I told
Olli I think that we need to start
allowing them to do that more often I
think that it gives them a sense of like
a sense of of well being able to own
their actions so you know they're being
able to be more independent that's what
I'm looking for so they were pretty
excited that we allowed that and I was
excited that we allowed it and actually
Michaels would probably been the worst
place to try and do that for the first
time but they did good so yeah I am
still trying to get used to my glasses I
feel like for some reason I just don't
feel like they are fitting in my face
right I don't know maybe it's my
imagination I feel like they're tighter
so I don't feel like they're coming down
on my eyes right but also I mean I know
that as I wear it will stretch them out
some I know but it's just like I because
I'm not used to this kind so but I
really like him I do I'm always like Amy
I love them they're so pretty and I'm
just like anyways well I am going to
take my shoes off and get a little bit
comfortable for a little bit we're gonna
go to Walmart later this evening I have
some stuff to take back so we'll do that
later though so I'm just gonna take off
my glasses and take off my hijab and
rest for a little bit and then we'll be
off to Walmart
okay you guys so
I have to get used to these glasses like
Ollie is like swearing oh my god baby no
they look so good and I'm just like I
don't know why I I feel like they're too
small for my face but I didn't feel that
way when I got them when I got them they
felt really nice like you know why
Durance I think the guy even told me
like will order you the wider beer so
they you know will essentially they're
gonna fit your face better and I'm like
okay cool you know but I don't know why
I just feel like I think because these
ones are plastic I think that's part of
the issue is that they are plastic the
the frames are and I'm not used to
frames that are plastic I've always had
metal from day one I've always had metal
glasses so our metal frames but these
frames are plastic
yeah now the part where it holds my free
my Linden that part is metal but then
the part that's on the side of my head
it's plastic so ultimately I think
what's going to eventually happen is I
think it's gonna stretch out and it will
start to fit my face better but in the
meantime I have to get used to him and
I'm just not used to him but you know
what's so weird is that I really thought
that you know I was gonna have like an
adjustment to my glasses but this lady
got my eyesight like on point and last
time that I got my glasses Costco did
not do my prescription they did not make
my prescription so I went there and I
purchased my glasses through them but I
did not get the actual prescription
through them and I'm I know that the
lady that are the guy that did my my
actual prescription I was getting my
glasses time from America's best and
they I know they messed up on my my
prescription but this lady the one that
did my prescription this time through
Costco she like got my vision so on
point that my eyes had no adjusting
other than just like I mean there's a
little bit of adjusting you know because
I'm clearly it's changed
but it's not it's not really really
really bad
so anyways but it's just like I keep
myself in the mirror because it's our
the vision things I just feel like
they're small but always like a me know
he's like really there
they're very nice he's like I love him
the thing that I like the most about
these I don't know if you guys can see
it and like but like I love those colors
and I wasn't really up for the whole
he's like when the guy was going through
the glasses with me he's like are you up
for like blingy like what is your tan
I'm like bling don't matter to me I
don't have to have bling so that's why I
well I loved the colors of these ones my
fingers are freezing
so my nails are actually the solid color
that they're supposed to be trying to
get him to wear I'm like I'm freezing
that's when they start to warm up um but
yeah I would like looked at I'm like oh
my nails are colored but anyways so um I
am actually heading I got a run to the
bank stoplight um I have to run to the
bank and then from there I have to go oh
I've got to go to Costco and go get gas
I'm almost um empty
I hope today's the 18th and pretty shirt
or the 17th and then I have a card to
mail out to chef wannabes life
aka Chris walk hard and then I'm gonna
go to Walmart go walk around there for a
little bit
Oh actually ultimately I really wanted
to go home and take a nap earlier but I
was like okay what can a me do so well
we were supposed to all go to Walmart
but that did not happen so all he was
like I am really not in the mood I'm
like okay so good
like do you want to go by yourself just
have some downtime I was like you know
what I'm gonna take you up on that offer
because I can use me some downtime take
off and go to the Walmart so thought is
what I'm going and then I'll come home
I'm gonna have a chicken salad for
dinner tonight I have no clue where I'm
standing with weight loss this week I
really don't
my eating hasn't been horrible but it
has a 100% on point like I was doing I
think that that is partly from just this
kind of lift that I've been in which is
clearly no excuse because we have to
have goals we have things we got to get
to I definitely don't want to be
backtracking so I'm a little
apprehensive to weigh and see where I am
on Saturday but I guess the way that I
kind of them playing with it is I can
use it as a starting point for every
fresh button not as starting points I've
already started but a refresh point you
know okay you know I'm not trying to
gain back on my way weight and get back
to the point where can't walk can't do
things for myself just not going to
happen
clearly so I am going to kick my little
bootie or big booty in my point
goodgoodgood
can I deposit I don't know if they can
hear me or not anyways but it's just
easier to have like a table like you
know a firm area thank you you too so
anyways Drive anyways it's easier for me
to have like a table or something yeah
but I can't do my crafting out in the
living room and reason for that is
because the kids are right there and
they make it absolutely impossible to do
anything that I want to do so I was just
like no I need something else so I
talked to Ollie and I looked up online
at Walmart and they have they say they
have them in store for $28 they've got a
card table that doesn't come with chairs
I don't want the chairs and stuff I just
I just want the card table itself so
they say they have one for 28 bucks so
if they do that I'm gonna pick that up
tonight because I technically eventually
will what I'm gonna want it for is for
when I buy the cricket I will have the
table to be able to do like all my work
and stuff on because there's something
I'm going to definitely get more and
evolved with you guys on
so I'm planning we do a lot of research
and I'm really looking into some stuff
but I really want to start a side
business of making tumblers so like
water cups but they're the stainless
still and people can order them from me
and they can get them however they want
them so with that it's gonna take
obviously I have to get a maker for like
the labeling and stuff like that and so
because of that Ellie's gonna be working
on a spinner for me because I have to
have a spinner in order to make it right
you don't have to I mean there are
people that don't but you don't get this
stuff is even if you don't have it so
for me it's worth having my husband see
if he can't figure something out
a lot of people use a rotisserie motor
and then they go from there
so we will see if I can I mean I
definitely want to do this and he's a
hard person behind me supporting me on
it I think I'm gonna be opening up to
shops I'm gonna open up an Etsy shop of
course I already have it
I just haven't started it yet because I
want to make sure that I can put a
hundred percent into it but I also am
I'm also thinking of opening up an eBay
shop and an amazon selling on Amazon as
well but I don't know how it will work
with Amazon just yet so I'm not I'm not
putting my cards in that one just yet
but I know Etsy and I know eBay are two
good ones that you can like so and
people can customize and things like
that so that's my goal I'm really
excited I have been this is just been
something that has kind of just kind of
landed on and I've been really
interested in it and I really want to
get into it so that is why we've been
looking at this the Cricut and trying to
do the math on him and that's why I was
saying if anybody has one or has some
type of one whether it's the silhouette
the Cricut the well I think the
silhouette is the Cameo I think that's
the brand but if any of you guys have
one you wouldn't let me know how you
guys like them and what are some things
that maybe I can you know think about
while purchasing my items Amazon does
have like I was saying has the bundle
deal for 289 and that comes with the
tool set comes with vinyl it comes with
quite a few things but obviously I'm
gonna have to go and buy more vinyl
clearly because it's not gonna give you
enough to make it for what it needs
but it
I just want to see like where my best
bet is gonna be and like for instance
like I've heard that the the cricket you
can do like through my phone and things
like that but I heard that the
silhouette you have to actually pay to
use different things so I'm not really
sure maybe I'm not understanding that
also anybody has one that would be able
to explain a little bit more to me I
would appreciate before I make the you
know the plunge of purchasing which one
I think is gonna be the best but I'm
very very excited to start this and I'm
really hoping that I can get this
launched I really am hoping that I can
can get this and I think even with the
Cricut 2 I can also do the shirts so I'm
really excited about that as well
because that's something that we can
also do so anyways I am working on that
and then another thing is I am trying to
find a contact person that would be able
to make me a car decal but I don't want
it for I don't want the decal to stick
to my car but I want to be able so like
a magnet a car back man I guess you
would say the kind that can go on like
the doors
but we'll have my YouTube information on
it so I'm just trying to think of ways
that I can advertise myself out there so
that's something I'm also trying to look
into what else and that's another thing
too is I can even have those four people
if you want to put one on your car you
can order it for me but not right now I
don't have the machine but I can't take
orders now go I can't take orders now of
course but when that time comes I'll be
able to but yeah I am really I am really
excited to see where we will get with
all of this
so anyways once I get over to Costco I
will check in with you
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so I have been over here in Walmart
walking around for quite a while doing
just some checking on that stuff hopes
if I could show me my face right
I'm checking on that stuff that I was
telling you about for the tumblers and
so I have been I've got a few things I
need to grab and then I'm gonna get out
of here but I I just wanted to double
check on what they have and what their
prices are just we kind of have a
gradual idea again before jumping into
everything we'll know what we're looking
for just getting out of the stores
about few things in the store you guys
so I told you I would tell you what
happened in the freaking store so my
kids got sorry with my headlights but
that's great really was riding with him
off yesterday um anyways so my kids from
Michael's today got yellow and like a
green colored play-doh and they've been
playing with that play-doh all afternoon
and anyways you know I kept making sure
that they were you know being careful
with it and not making a mess with it
you know although they were there's no
getting by that they were totally
getting it everywhere the enemy carpet
on my blanket on my bed cuz of course
they were playing with it on my bed
until he shoot him out of my room and
they left and left me with a mess so I
cleaned it up well you know of course I
am
sitting on my bed not thinking anything
about anything and then I decide I'm
gonna go to Walmart so that's what I
proceeded to do oh you guys so I walked
through most of all of Walmart mind you
and I happen to pull my shirt down and
when I pulled my shirt down
I like reach through the back and I've
had pulled a gentleman I felt something
on my shirt I'm like what the heck is
that so I thought it was hot glue how's
it go crap like what did I get on my
shirt you guys i sat on a ball of their
stupid play-doh site a big green smashed
up looking a pancake on my butt cheek
off my shirt I'm just walking around
Walmart thinking I'm all cool stuff and
lo and behold there's a big ol plaster
of play-doh stuck to my butt cheek let
me tell you how embarrassing that was
because the rest of the way through the
store
all I could fixate on is that everybody
is staring at my butt because I've got a
big green patch of play-doh so I stood
in the kids section for about 15 minutes
scraping this play-doh off my shirt and
of course it's not coming off the big
chunk did but like the residue of it's
still on my shirt
how embarrassing I'm thinking my god
people probably think I've got mold
growing on my clothes or something
leave it to my children leave it to my
children they would do they would do
that I just had to laugh like there is
no getting mad there's none of that it's
just let's just laugh about it because
clearly clearly my children thought it
was funny to uh drop play-doh on my bed
and I didn't see it so I seven it and
squished it and made a paddy on my butt
that was exciting
anyways so it is seven o'clock which my
husband told me he won't be home before
7:30
he's about right because by the time I
get home it will be close to 6 or 7 15
ish depending on how fast I can actually
drive and he started my chicken for my
salad
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so I have
solid being made for me and I got from
Walmart I just I got a pair of shoes I'm
really excited and I think these shoes
will match with a majority of my clothes
actually I there'll be some things that
it wouldn't match but it's not like it's
a like oh my god but I really would like
to see online because they could not
find my size online so I'm really gonna
see if they have my size online and if
they do and I'm in a different color
then I will get the khaki color because
actually that's the color I really
wanted because the khaki will go with
everything they also have a denim color
but I'm really not wanting that one I
really want the the khaki color at 1:00
or if they had black that would he would
be more fantastic but for ten bucks
though you can't beat that like
seriously you can't beat ten bucks for a
pair of shoes that are comfortable my
problem is is that might okay so where
my Hill is I have a short Hill compared
to most because I have that extra skin
that kind of hangs over my hill so when
I wear wear when I wear regular tennis
shoes it rubs that part of my skin and
it hurts so bad and it's like literally
shoving my skin up to get the shoe the
10 iakh on my foot
so it's not comfortable to me and that's
little legitly why I wear flip-flops or
I wear slippers because they haven't
opened back so my ankle and I mean my
Hill is not being squished or rubbed raw
for wearing those so I found these shoes
and they have like an elastic on the
back so they kind of cup to your foot in
a way and I tried them on and I moved
around and stuff and they felt very
comfortable so I went ahead and bought
these ones because I'm just like you
know I have not found something that I'm
truly comfortable in and I will look
online tonight and see because if I can
find them in my size and a different
color then I will buy them because
honestly ten bucks is not bad at all
they had another kind that I was really
tempted to buy as well
but I didn't because it was a nine and a
half of the nine half fit but it was a
little bit tight on the the elastic part
on the top of my foot that has to close
over and I don't know if it being a ten
if it would have been better
or if it's just the 10 is lengthwise do
you get what I'm saying lei well i okay
so they have wide but I did not see a
wide in this shoe so I don't know if
this particular style if they have a
wide but shoe that's what I was going to
look at was the cricket there and I
completely forgot I got busy yet I'm
looking at everything else anyways um
but I definitely liked that shoe it was
very very comfortable very comfortable
actually so but I don't want to buy a
whole bunch of shoes reason being I'm
not one to wear multiple different shoes
I like one shoe once you only so for me
it's kind of like one of those well
you're gonna get what you feel
comfortable with and you're not going to
buy multiples of something because
you're not going to wear them and then
you're going to have the same scenario
that you've had multiple times where
it's you buy a million things and or you
know you buy three pairs of the same
type of shoe but just different color I
won't change them also wear the same
color that I wore when I broke them in
and
two cents just sit there forever and
it's like really so I probably won't but
I will buy I will buy if these other
tennis shoes that I bought tonight if
they come in a campaign I will buy those
because I will wear the khaki over the
pink and I probably would take back the
pink so I'm not gonna wear the pink
until I look for the khaki color on mine
and then let's see I got myself another
pair of leggings they're the same
they're the Tiaras sky 3x and I've been
stuck on these ones you guys because
they're so so soft and I can live in
these things I really wish that they
came in black how'd they come in black I
would be the happiest camper ever alive
because honestly that's like the color I
hate him like desperately wanting is the
black but I haven't seen here in sky
carry just a plain black they had
Halloween ones and I really was tempted
to get these ones they were so cute they
were like Frankenstein and they had like
brain type cute like colorful brain
looking things popping out of his head
but they were ten bucks the tear and sky
Terrance guy leggings that I bought are
were only seven 94 so for the price I
was just like no I'm not gonna - Ben
the ten dollars when I can get a pair
for a couple dollars cheaper and I could
wear the ones cheaper more than I can
wear the other ones so in that case
in that case I went ahead and I just
stuck with the Terrance guy now they did
have sweater pants too and I was very
tempted to hit those ones those ones had
they came in a 2-pack for 1294 I want to
say so they have a black pair and then
they had like a printed pair which the
printed pair that I was looking at had
like these really pretty roses but again
I've I already have a rose pair that I
absolutely love and they're in the tear
and sky and - I think with the sweater
pants I think it would make me really
hot and I really have a funny feeling it
would probably break my skin down with
rashes because of sweating so bad
so I said I went ahead and put those
ones away I was just like no I'm not
gonna I'm not gonna do that
but now the pants that I did buy today
they do have flowers on them
but at the base on them the base on them
are blue rather than black so that was
okay I don't know
versus doing sorry didn't mean to say
that you guys anyways but the base color
is like a navy blue and my other pants
that have roses there the base color is
black so that makes them different in my
view and the colors are still definitely
different
so either way around it it's still just
they're really pretty and I just am
loving the Terrence guy I really hope
that they keep putting these ones out
and just keep pushing out new new prints
they have I think two new prints one was
like a checkered black and white but I
already have a checkered black and white
pair of pants so I kind of was just like
why would I get another check you know
what I'm saying like I'm not gonna rebuy
same prints
so I went ahead and heard his birthday
over this bridge so I went and passed on
those ones they had another one that was
black and white but I think they were
too
busy for my friends so I went ahead and
I just passed on those so I just got
that one pair tonight and that's fine
you know I need to remember that you
know I'm not everything's not going
somewhere so it's okay like I don't have
to buy everything and then I bought a
sign that I'm gonna make for my house
which I'm really excited about and you
think that was
I was really in I got milk and some
bread
when come novels it
it's traffic this time I will actually
show you guys what it looks like last
time I tried when I was coming home at
nighttime one time and I don't know what
happened but I guess I must have hit the
wrong button and I did not record so you
guys didn't get to see the nighttime
drive in West Salem grab my ax
waiting for a shirt to come in the mill
so you have to come in
it's a white t-shirt I ordered it a few
weeks ago from women within and it
hasn't come in yet I did get another
shirt from woman within I'll show it to
you guys when I put it on to wear one
day it's really cute it's a little on
the shorter side because I have such
issues with my lower belly Haney and
anybody seen it just makes me sick
because I don't like the look of it so I
of course I think everybody else is
disgusted by it so
I I love I love it because it's white
first of all and I needed a white shirt
because I have no white shirts but and
of course both of them I have to wear
like a cardigan over it but that's why
it's not a big deal but I'm bummed on
the fact that it's a little short so I
feel like my lower belly needs out too
much but I'm starting to adjust I'm
starting to say you know this is part of
me there's nothing I can do to you know
make it disappear I am working on it I
am doing what I can but you know it's
not going to go away overnight and I
have to embrace my body for what it is
and be proud of what I have but that so
it's much easier said than done because
like when I walk this or like even
tonight if I sure it was a little bit
shorter and I don't know why when I
bought it it wasn't but I was now but I
went to the store and it was a little
bit on the shorter side and I mean it
was okay I mean I didn't like freak out
about it but I definitely was just like
you know trying to pull it down make
sure nobody was seen anything and a jump
was all covered but in reality it was my
stomach was showing a little bit and you
know nobody was looking all they're
probably looking at the pouty on my butt
but I mean they weren't looking at my
stomach at least and I just need to
you know embrace what I have and stop
worrying about what everybody else
thinks about my body because at the end
of the day it's not about everybody else
it's about me you know and my husband
loves me for just who I am and he
embraces every role he embraces every
you know curve he embraces all of it and
he has never in his entire time being
married to me has he ever made me feel
like I was less of a person because I
have body flaws you know he always is
like encouraging me and making me feel
good about myself but when you're the
one that deals with the self-image it's
you know the poor self-image filling it
definitely is not easy it really is not
but it's okay one step at a time okay
really quick you guys excuse my pile of
clothes that need to be put away here's
the pants that I picked up they are
Terrence guy
there are three X so Martha yeah but
that is the color of them I just I love
this whole ancestor hold on I love this
and then here's the shoes that I got so
cute
and they're armed eleven it wasn't 9 94
let's see this is what I'm talking about
it has like a relaxed back to it so I'm
hoping those will fit me good and then
the other thing I picked up was okay
honey I got this board it's like
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oh I don't know what it's called but
it's like rustic rustic frames I got
this for two dollars I got this for a
dollar this family I'm going to be
painting that last but not least I
picked up some more flowers I don't need
them right this minute but anyways so
today has been a very very busy give
your slippers on very busy successful
day I did a lot of stuff needed to get
done but jump in the back to Ezra's car
seat really quick Bria it was a
successful day though I did a lot I had
a lot to do and we got most of it all
six like done we're still pretty upset
about Rudy but we're not telling the
babies because clearly that would just
upset them here you go
anyways so
we just you know we had a lot that we
got done though and I feel successful in
it I feel good so now I'm just grabbing
the mill and then I'm gonna go home eat
my salad put all my stuff away I will
show you guys my shoes when I get to the
house but otherwise I'm gonna go ahead
and close this vlog tonight because it
is already 7:15 and I really want to go
home and take a shower and just rest and
stuff because we did have a long day
what is it all garbage all right long
days so I definitely want to go home and
rest with my babies so anyways I hope
you guys enjoyed this vlog as I am dark
so there we go I hope you guys enjoyed
this vlog today and all the running
around and excitement that we were able
to show you and I hope you guys enjoyed
the drive that I showed you guys around
Salem it's always such a nice change of
scenery but anyways I will check in with
you guys tomorrow bright and shiny in
the morning until then take care you
guys sweet dreams bye bye
